As I write this to you the song on the radio is, What a wonderful world, they played this at my husbands memorial the year after he was killed by a drunk driver...As I read your story, I find so many similiarities, no matter where you look, your always looking for her. I'm always looking for my husband, it's been two years since my husband was killed. People tell you it will get easier, I hate to say this, it doesn't...It gets different! not better, how could it ever be better??? I hope your daughter sends you more butterflies, and whatever signs she needs to, to help you see her...She's always with you...