Austin Melville -Rochester, Mn. 11-27-10

by Sandy-Austin's Mom
(Rochester, Mn.)

This photo is to be with Austin Melville's story.
Today is day 47 without my beautiful son. I can't bear to think
of never being able to see him walk through the door, or be n his room.
I wake up every morning to realize I have to face another day with out him.
I pray every night that I don't wake up, that I can be with him.
I miss him so much and don't want to live my life without him.
Without Austin is not a life, its being condemned to an exsistence without
my son !! He lost everything. He lost his hopes, his dreams, his aspirations.
He will never be able to marry his Katie of almost 4 years and live the life they
were planning together. This horrid drunk waste of an individual that took my innocent son away and took his wonderful life away at only 23 should not have a chance. Austin had no chance, the worthless drunk hit him so hard with his car in the crosswalk that Austin had no cardiac activity when arriving in the ER only blocks away.The cause of Austin's horrific death was a factured skull, in addition to a torn carotid artery, internal bleeding and no cadiac activity.
Mom's are supposed to make things better, make the pain go away, I can't even hug him or hold him ever again. Austin I love you and can't bear the thought
of not having you here. All my love to you my little guy....Mom