my dear friend jared.my heart will burn forever in guilt.

by chris
(Houston Texas)

In loving memory of JARED OTTO FORREST SEE,born august9,1979 to september18, 1992
thats what his obit reads.And it keeps playing over and over in my head
that dredfull night filled of nightmaresh memories. Jared was a son a brother a cousin not to mention many other great things to many loving people. He also happened to be my childhood friend the kind of friend words can never explain
and no matter how hard I try nothing can come to mind to compare with words
the type of great person he was and still is in my heart.I loved him like a brother and when he died so did my heart and my soul along with the rest of my life. I am now 35 years old, it's been 17 years since he died and not a single day has passed that i dont think of him. And i cry and i've been so depressed for so many years now. Jared was killed on a sat night infront of his house the car hit him and he flew through the air and smashed into a parked car his body bounced
off of the car an continued to fly and his head crashed through a four by four
wooden basketball pole he was killed on contact. And the sorry S.O.B that did it
wasn't even man enough to stop and take responsibility. I BLAME MY SELF for that night for i was the one who went over to his house and got him to walk to the store with me that night I still feel that if a rain storm or something would have happened he would still be alive and well today.Jared im so sorry I miss you
and I love you my dear friend Jared my heart will burn forever in guilt.